I should stop bracing myself for a fall that might not even happen. Just relax. I'd say this is out of my character, but I'm also beginning to realize my self-portrayal isn't always accurate. You say something enough, you start to believe it.
I'm all for random thoughts. They come to me and I tend to scribble them into a notebook when I'm just sitting around, but it's difficult to read scribbled thoughts that were written on a train, hence, this blog. I've created it more as a personal journal, but I encourage and welcome feedback from visitors. Everyday is an adventure. I live in a crazy world and I am able to respond and reflect on my everyday encounters with people and things. I guess you could say I have an interesting take on everything. I just moved to the Portland area in July 08, so I don't really have a strong social network here. I'm not shy; I'm very outgoing. If I don't like you, I tell you that your mom is fat (or stupid, or ugly)... even though your mom is hot.